Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe.
I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman,
i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
Jiaying
17 going on 18
loves nothing more than chocolates and S.H.I.T(which should come first?chocolates or S.H.I.T?okay S.H.I.T comes first cause chocolates would not get angry^^)
i dunno was is their problem but it seems they are all out to make my life miserable.
first they are biased.yes i know that it is important to be frugal but here are some things tht cannot be saved!its the basic necessities.why is it that yu all are so eager to buy things for them yet so stingy to get me wad i need?don't yu all see the difference?im you child too yu know?why is it that the treatment is so different?i didn't mind when yu all spent more time on the other two.i tried to be understanding.i told myself that yu all weren't biased at all.but the difference is too great to be unseen.when i asked for help yu all brushed me off saying that i should be independent.why thank yu very much.so that is why i always keep to myself.there is no point at all in telling yu all because yu all seem indifferent.
no doubt i may have grown up.but i still need encouragement.yu all only critisise all the time.im sick and tired of it.thats why i dun feel sorry to yu all but instead i feel that i've let grandma down.all the time yu all only know how i've failed,never how i've improved.if critisism is your form of encouragment,i'd rather not be encouraged.
now yu all seem to want to take away everything that means the world to me.first yu pull me out.its not like im not miserable enough.to be it is where i can find true joy,where im not seen as invisible.but now,im invisible to everyone there.yu know how the feeling is?all my pals whom i deemed as people who i would remember for life seem to distant away from me overnight.
i grit my teeth and endured that because i though that at least some things would remain,the ice cream and donuts,the dandelions and the swings,the long bus rides and the favourite spot where would talk about almost everything,the squash and the gym trips.all these still let me have some hope.at least there was still things that would remain.and yet yu all said that we were moving,and to pasir ris!?!now im really distant from everything.perhaps the only good point is that its rather close to papa minghui.close to him,far from xiaohui,eileen,hewei and many more.
